Today by JL Denman
Today
today I wanted
but this way was never the right way
Today I needed
more, more than anything ever in life before
today I designed
created pieces, snapped them for no reason
today
today I lived
less, dully, darkly, in a funk for hours on end
today
today I freaked
screamed, cried, coughed up blood until it hurt
today
today I wished
but...
nothing came true
Oh, how beautiful! How sad and beautiful!
ReplyDeleteAmazingly enough I was going to go for something sunny and peaceful. I guess the Drearies decided it wanted to rear its head instead.
ReplyDeleteLola, this is so amazing and yet such a sad poem. Your writing is excellent! I'm sorry I've been away from the jewelry - getting settled into the new 'job'. I visited your new jewelry too and it's beautiful! I love the new lemon yellow!
ReplyDeleteHugs and love my friend, I hope you're doing well. :)
Oh! And I love love love the Queens eye you did! Your pendants are also just amazing Lola! I have a little private class this weekend for a pendant (yeah!). :)
ReplyDeleteHI
ReplyDeleteIzzy!
What's up? New job? How is that? Excitement! I'm glad that you have a class! I want to start teaching classes, but where? My friend Kim has a bead store and she asked me to a while ago., but nothing has come of it so far. Things have been hectic and school .. you know ugggggggg
Thanks deary! I stopped by your Etsy the other day to see what else you posted.